where did i go wrong...

i know that life is not just about happiness. it also has to deal on enduring the pain that goes along with it. I received a news that it was my classmate who made it to ateneo de iloilo. i did not qualify for a teaching post there... but then again, i came to realize that not all things are meant for me alone... sabi nga ni Ateh Adel, "minsan, kahit kyut, napaglalamangan din" which i think is somehow true. but kidding aside, im very much happy for my classmate who made it. she really needs the job to send her 2 younger sisters to college, unlike me, i need a job just to get employed and to stay longer in iloilo. shallow reasons right? maybe it's God's will not to give me the job but for someone who really needs it... see guys, God has plans for each and everyone of us, but whatever happens, don't loose hope. there's still more to come. maybe it's not my time to shine yet (eventhough i shine too much already, hahaha). someday, i will have a nice job... i promise!