Frantic... Skeptic... Panic...

Yeah right...

You will, and i know you will, condemn me if not totally tell it to my face that it's been about hmmm... how many month since i last updated my blog..? well, i just know what things to prioritize now... hehehe...

what up? hahaha... what date is today? September 25... right!!! two days from the judgement day that we wish would never come... huhuhu... september 27 will be our licensure examination. to tell you honestly, i quit my review classes when i accepted the job at a chinese school. i had no time to study since i am very loaded with my classes... 9 classes every monday and 7 from tuesday to friday... aside from that, we also have our administrative work... and so, i got no chance to really equip myself with the necessary knowledge that would eventually make me pass.

though i know and so does everybody else who know me, that i am very optimistic and have this very high self esteem, confidence and concept, i humbly admit that this is the first time that i shed and do not trust my own self. if only self confidence is sold at SM City, i would have bought a ton of it. but sad to say, you have to build and develop it for years.

my getting of the licensure exam is the wildest thing and the most daring situation i got myself into. i have not prepared for it. i had no time for study, though i try at times but i end up sleeping.

but i know of course that shame will be around me and my family if i will not pass this exam. imagine, a Magna Cum Laude of the WVSU, did not pass the licensure exam? how stupid!

no, i can do it. and i should do it. not just for myself but for those who sacrificed and helped me all throughout the way. though my preparation is not that in depth, i will do my best to answer the questions, shade the answer of my choice properly and most of all, understand what are asked. i can do it.

if others say that they can do it, so WHAT!!!

i can, i will and i should do BETTER!!!

i will pass. i can pass. i sould pass!